since there are posts on this site normalising not having had your first kiss, i would also like to normalise/COMPLAIN that it has been almost TWO YEARS since i was last kissed and i am not happy about it!!! sorry that this is all i blog about now but dating SUCKS it just sucks!!! my last kiss was on a kind of mediocre date where the other person was obviously way more into me and having been on many dates since and not gotten kissed about it i have come to the conclusion that i am the problem - in the sense that i am PICKY and the kinds of people i’m interested don’t tend to go on dating apps and the few that do end up being not quite right somehow! and now i have deleted the apps and put all my eggs in one basket which feels honestly a lot better (and we’re going out tomorrow night!! though it is not formally A Date) but it still results in a net zero Being Kissed in my life and i am ANGRYYYyyy about it